@ Lost: I'm on a quarter of the anti depressants I was late last year, so I'm much happier if that's what you mean! Probably do laugh more. Find more joy in life now that's for sure, and colours seem brighter.
@Fran: I used to think ahead for the things I needed to do for the week/fortnight and felt like I was staring down an endless tunnel of meetings and witnessing, with no time just to chill. You know, just mooch around the house doing nothing or anything without having to go anywhere or have a meeting hanging over your head. I couldn't sleep after meetings towards the end and had to take valium after each one.
I'm definitely in better health now, and it's steadily improving.